A Reimagining
- Sun-Kissed -
"We are each other's magnitude and bond."
- Gwendolyn Brooks
Greetings to you and to June!
The approach to this month felt like coming down a slow and narrow corridor leading toward a rebirth. It was a time filled with lessons on love, acceptance, and second-chances. After Max's passing, I felt emotionally bombarded with grief around not just his death but the unexpected opening of old wounds related to motherhood, belonging, and worthiness. By the time June arrived, I found myself not quite ready to be birthed back into the world. I needed to find a space for continued gestation, to mature in the lessons that barreled into my awareness during the eclipses and happenings of April and May. This past weekend I decided to give myself permission to take a pause and continue to develop.
This pause is forcing me to sit with how tender I've become. And this tenderness is asking me to start releasing the idea that I need to manage myself. This belief that management is needed because I'm broken, too much, not enough. Beliefs rooted in old coping mechanisms built around not feeling safe when I couldn't see or predict what was coming next. This conscious unwinding, as I give myself permission to pause, is asking me to reimagine myself and my living. It's asking me to start releasing my attachment to what was and what never was. It's asking me to find my rhythm in a new way even though I don't know what the new way is going to look like.
How is June landing for you? How have you been pausing and maturing? Are you ready to be reimagined? I would love to hear from you. Drop me an email!
Much love to you and your spirit,
Sara
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